here I am

Here I am,
Standing peering in to a window,
I see your friend singing,
My heart pounds,
My hands shake,
I keep walking,
Wondering if you are inside,
I keep walking,
Thinking,
Walking,
I am sad,
Broken,
Walking,

October 13th

I love you,
I wake up,
I fall asleep,
I see your face,

rinse and repeat....

I love you,
I desire you,
I miss you,
I see your face,

Coffee in bed,
Smiling face,
Your eyes,
your eyes,

I love you.......

FAAK
FAAK

Big Spoon....

I have a black cloud over my love,
A black cloud over my heart,
I think I am a little in love with you,
I think I have obligations,
I think I am not sure,
I think I am a little in love with you,

You can be my big spoon,
I am gonna be the little one,
Then I will be the big spoon,
and you can be the little one,

I think I am bruised from the inside out,
I am not sure where you came from,
I am a little in love with you,
Your eyes are perfect blue/grey
I would try and find the words
If I knew what to say

I can't ask for this much patience
I have earned no trust
but I am a little in love with you
I am a little in love with you