Cold arms

I lay silent and still,
I feel a single tear roll down my face,
I stare emotionless at the wall,

Broken,
Lost,

Thoughts,
Feelings,

The perpetual plug being pulled,
My heart bubbling up in a perk,

She says I am so sorry for coming back into your life for my own selfish reasons.
She says I am so fucking sorry,
Her Tears fall like beads of water,

I say that I was happy and it was all coming together,
I was falling in love and building a new life,
My tears fall like beads of water,

I lay and hold myself with my own cold arms......

I was so scared that you would leave,
I didn't see you when you were here,
I need off these drugs,
I need a place to live,
I have stopped the spiral that lead me here,
The tempest that scooped me up has ended,
I hurt you and it makes me sick to my stomach,
I would not be me if you didn't leave me for you,
I love you,