It really doesn't matter when you leave,
When your leaving anyways,
The longer you stay,
The deeper the knife,

I am left here alone,
So much like before,
Its just worse this time,
Beat down like before,

I don't want you to go,
I can't make you want to stay,

Hey you she says "your a sensitive one"
I know , I know, I know I am ,
I feel your strength and I feel your eyes,
I have stalled out and I need a kick start,

I am complicated,
I am a funny one,
I am a little everything,
I am a broken one,

Its just another complex day,
I never quite know what to say,
I only know that I want you near me,
I want you to want to stay,

If you are going to rip my heart out,
They my darling go right ahead,
This happyness is worth the pain,
My darling go right ahead,

fix me (your springtime coffee 08)

I don't know how to fix myself.

I walk and feel the stone cold air,
Penetrates through my skin,
Extreme is all I can feel,
Its all I can really feel,

I could walk right across this highway,
Like a ghost of myself,
A distant memory,
A ghost of how we were everything,

I look in your face and I am sometimes so lost without you,
I look in your face and you are not there,
I look in your face and I am sometimes so lost without you,
I look in to the ghost of your memory,

I lay on the hardwood floor and I heave,
I lay on the hardwood floor and I cry,