April Showers....

I am in love with the girl from the beach that I met in the summer. I am in love with the girl that gave me her heart and I got scared and kept dropping it. I am in love with the girl with the blue/grey eyes and the ever changing hair colors. I love the girl that is really a woman with beauty and strength. I love the way that my hands would caress your shoulders and move down over your breasts as I straddled you. I love the way that you looked at me. I love your face. I love the smell of your skin. I love your breathe in the morning. I love waking up beside you and feeling your warm body next to mine. I love that you and I are both spoons and how close I would feel to you. I always want promises that I am scared to ask for. I love you. I love you unconditionally. I love how you challenge me in every way. I love that you listen to me. I love hotel room coffee with you. I love three days on the greyhound just to see your face. I even loved the three days home. I love when you fall asleep when I am telling you my feelings, even though it makes me push them down a bit more. I love the way you pour a guiness in to a glass. I love the way that we would jump in to the shower and I would wash your back. I love how you tried to give me time to get sorted. I love you and I am still a work in progress. I love you little tree rat. I am trying so hard to get out of my head. I have fallen behind and I hope you will wait for me.