wonder.....

I wonder if there is a place for me,
Between the distance of this mystery,
I know you never ment to lie to me,
You are the apple Eve took from that tree,

You are a addiction,
Perfection and chemistry,
A beautiful train wreck,
That grew far to much in infancy,

I never wanted this to consume all of me,
The magic got swept away silently,
Sex is sex and love is love,
Should I give up entirely?

I can see the blackness of the trees,
The sky casts the richest blue,
I know there is still love for me,
I still have love for you.

Is there a way after enough time,
To turn this all around,
How many lovers will pass me by,
Until I miss your solid ground.