What is love anyways?

My friend Alex used to say that it stood for Lots of Varied Emotions. I is sad because she is dead and they found her remains in a ravine. I miss that lady, she was wise and misunderstood. I sit and ponder over so many things these days. I am angry a hell of a lot and I feel like a time bomb about to go off. TICK TICK TICK. I am safe in my head. I want to spend another few months alone with no touch and no words. I want no intimacy on any level. It only hurts when it cuts through your flesh down to your heart.

What is love anyways??